One thing that I just loath about breaks of any kind are that your parents somehow find something for you to do, and that something just so happens to be what you hate doing the most. For me, Writing chinese. Yeah yeah, serves me right, I havent written anything in more than half a year. So... I've forgotten a good half of it... but... still... I'm working hard! I found this nice websight (China-8.com) that has a bunch of flashcards and such. (Since I havent written anything in more than half a year, I cant really find my text books either.... @-@;) And to "Treat" my self, I have decided to read some chinese comics! Funny, but they kill me trying to figure out what the people are saying.... The worst thing is that Chinese is what my MOM wants me to improve (Though I can already fluently speak and cuss in mandarin, and even in canto...) my DAD on the other hand, wants me to improve my math (even though I have a 99.54% in that class...)

 So then, it was 4 more pages of math, each side supplying me with 60 questions, I was supposed to finnish all 4 pages (8 sides) in around 20 min. (Of course, they were'nt multiple operations, they were just 23/45 X 56/42 or something to that effect...) [FYI, I'm in sixth grade...]... 

So then after that I was finnaly finnished with the educational part of my day, and then I had to go to cosco with my grandma to get WATER. Yes, Water. I had to break my back by carrying those huge packs of bottled water. @.@

On a brighter note, I finnally finnished my first chapter for my story "Frozen Heart, Sardonic warmth" go check it out on Fanfiction.net by searching the title in the "Search bar".

-Tensai-san

 -Roleplaying-
It's the love of my life, and yet I cant properly portray some characters, while I can perfectly mimic others. For example, Bleach, Hitsugaya, my fav. char. I cant play him at all, but I can be a stoic cold, and blue Grimjaww. My failed attempts at playing Canon Characters have led me to believe that if I make my own OC, then I can potray them as I wish, correct? Slightly, but not compeletly. For every OC I have a slight image in my mind of the favored personality of Him/her, for example, my fav. one is a sardonic (sarcastic, mocking) girl, who has a bad temper. But then the girl somehow ends up strange, and I believe that I should start things over again. 

I dont know why, but it's just extremely hard for me to RP as some characters, and thus, when I attempt to write a story, the part that is edited the most are the Canon characters. Heck... I cant make them as they should be to save my life. 

-Painting-
Y'a see that cute little pic up there? -points up at daisies- Well. I. A.D.O.R.E That kind of painting. Namely, watercolor. I find that I am not too shabby with painting myself, though I perfer pencil over brush. But water color was something that torments me, it runs, it leaks, it looks great! But mine doesnt.. nooo... mine turns out looked like someone went bathroom on it, with all the colors flowing everywhere, I would have agreed too, if only I wasnt the one who painted it. >< 

My parents themselves suggest "Art Classes", but I strictly refused, from since I was 7 they've been telling me to take advantage of my youth, and learn as much as I can. True. BUT, I dont learn anything in art class, I sit there listening to the teacher tell me what to do, not how to do it. BORING! While in those two hours, I could have finnished homework, painted and drawed, and then go online in the last hour and look at the tutorials made by the masters of Deviant Art. I highly doubt that it would have improved my skills sitting in a drafty ol' class room listening to a teacher ramble.

(Dont get the wrong idea, I love going to school [I'm a nerd, an A nerd.] and listening to my teachers teach, but in school, your there to LEARN. To listen, to cram info into your mind. But in art classes, your there to listen to the person tell you to make a triangle straighter or a chin broader, but naturally, without practicing how yourself, you wouldnt know!)

-tutoring-
To say 'What is the worst job ever' (with the exception that it pays "okay") I can easily tell you, tutoring. It is driving me mad! Not that I'm not already crazy, but the remanants of my sanity are leaving! I have a cousin in a special ed. class, and to be honest with you. I. HATE. HIM. He is really just unbelievably RETARDED! (no offense to others, I know some really nice people in his special class, but he himself is in a catergory of his own.) 

Today: Exibit A: First 30 mins of tutor torture time: He coughs every 10 seconds (litterally, I AM COUNTING!!) And then when he doesnt cough, he makes a DISGUSTING hacking noise, and coughs up mucus onto the paper. I think I am coming down with cousin disease.... urg...

Exibit B: Last 30 mins of tutor torture time: He blows his nose, doesnt write anything, I shout at him, parents get angry because I should treat those younger than me with "respect". Where the hell did the phrase "Treat your elders with respect" go?! Anyways, he's only 3 months younger, and he's a the special ed. class, with D's. I'm in advanced classes, with the top scores in the class, none of my grades drop below 97%.

Eh... 'Cant believe I typed that much... I like to ramble I guess.... ^^;